I spend years learning, building up skills, getting good at stuff like coding, just to do jack shit with it. I guess making this website is a step in the right direction for me. But there's still so much other stuff I learned over the years that I haven't put to real use at all. I want to make serious programs that someone might actually use. I want to make kickass C++ projects, or Android apps, or a shitty game, but I just never find the drive for it.

But hey, now that I proved to myself that I can actually lock in and get work done here, maybe I can make something happen elsewhere. Here's hoping I don't keep wasting my time.